Devoted to You, Stofix2nd:') (part 2)

hey there! I can't go to sleep 'cause I'm having teary eyes:''( is it just me being so over-reacting? or anyone else does too?

I miss stofix2nd so bad.

I miss every minutes that I've spent with them.

I miss every joyful laughs, cheery smiles and happy faces that we've had in and outside classroom. I miss my badmood when some guys were such badasses hahahahaha or maybe they weren't but I annoyed them wkwk don't know.

I miss being the bossy and moody class leader hehe-_-v

I miss saying "bersiap! berdoa mulai!.......selesai! memberi salam!" every single day.

I miss when we laughed out loud over something hilarious.

the point is, I really DO miss every single thing about us:')

no matter how jerk and annoying some boys are, how boring that class was when we were sitting in silence listening to the teacher, how noisy that class was when we, especially the girls laughed loudly, how fun that class was when we played "bentengan" and got caught by Ms. Sungkowo hahahahaha, I'm as your ex-class leader honestly say those are the best moments we've shared together. and this whole year, we shared moments that will last to the end:_)

Idk what has gotten into myself so much that can even make me cry the whole time. oh maybe it's the saddest "goodbye" after all. I've never experienced the true farewell because I was in the same jhs with my elementary school friends. So elementary school's farewell wasn't really meaningful. but 92's farewell is the other way around:'(

my heart breaks right now. half of my heart says that we won't meet again but the other half will never stop believing on "there's no last goodbye except death" and we will be meeting in one piece soon;')

nah I ain't gonna say goodbye. what I've learnt from that is :

it's fvcking hard saying goodbye to every single person we love so much when we used to think we'd be with them forever, or at least as long as we could imagine. and there's no certainty of the time when we'd say "hello" to them and hug them as tight as you can and never let go just one more time. well, that has just added the "goodbye" pain. but although we're far, we'd barely or maybe never meet again, we will always have each other's back for so long, no matter what will happen!!!:') friends are like our 2nd family, right? they can be your brothers/sisters and mom/dad at the same time:')

I feel verrrry envy with those kids who just got to 47T_T they will meet my bestfriends there every single day while I'm stuck in 70, far away from where they are:'( and there's a chance when you go to different school alone, everybody will start to forget who, where and how you are:'( well I hope you guys aren't "everybody" because I know you're not:') anyway maybe I'm having my college time in Surabaya:'(

I'll be missing you guys everyday. I won't forget and regret what we've had in the past. because you guys made my days, months and years beyond amazing:') maybe I will text every single person of you everyday hahahahahaha. I promise we'll meet again!:')